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Here I stand, outside of my cave.� Excited, completely vulnerable, and confused.�

What a wonderful experience to have 3 people, who words cannot express my love for, to assist me in releasing some seriously dark and nasty energy that has haunted me and created havoc on my life.� It was like giving birth.� I�guess I really did give birth to myself.� But, now the real work begins.� The work that not only consists of more energy work but protecting myself and making good decisions of who and what I�allow to be a part of my painting. �

I�feel the need to create things with my hands.� Maybe itapos;s a result of the dying process I�went through this past weekend where I�lost feeling of my hands.� Nonetheless I�have begun working with wood.� I�have visions of creating things from nature and using beads to add my prayers. �

My chest pains are sharp and direct.� I�feel like I either need to be pulled in or cut loose.� Is it up to me to cut?� Back to the same battle from before.� But, at least I�am possibly a little more clear in order to make good decisions.� I feel strong enough to do anything that needs to be done.� But, Iapos;m afraid of sabotaging.� My intuition tells me different than the people in my life.� Which one is right?� And what does it really mean to cut energy cords?� Does it mean to stop loving the person?� Are the cords that are needing to be cut really with her, or are they from past relationships? Or both? � I guess maybe all need to be cut and if they are made to come back, they will.� Maybe thatapos;s what the Universe is waiting for me to do. Thereapos;s no turning back now.

Regardless of anything...I�have to remember that Iapos;m taken care of. �

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